Pieces of Me...

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I haven't written in a while, but tonight I sit full of thoughts, questions, and needing to be in a better place mentally. I sometimes wonder how you know when its time to let go and walk away from people, things, and situations that just aren't good for you. Letting go sounds easy, but can be made hard by those things you allow to keep you.

I've never wallowed in my past to keep me stuck, nor have I been ashamed of it. Something about dealing with so much in life after the book; makes it seem easier to just go back to those familiar things. Even in my feeling this way I remember how happiness was so far away from me at one time. They say; "Life is what you make it" and even in our making it there are some things we just don't get away from.


My thing is loneliness and the lack of TRUE companionship in the form of a significant other.Hence the song choice for today. I've been so consumed with ministry, myself, and my daughter that sometimes I wonder... What if I never am found by that person? What if I live a life alone? If you don't hear any other part of the song I want you to hear the line... "I'm the most beautiful girl in the world".... I have to remind myself of that because if I am not sure and confident of who I am; I would need someone to validate (compliment) me. Yes, we all have those things that we ponder on (If you can tell the truth on you) in the dead of night when there is only you, your thoughts, and God. I always motivate, encourage, and push my readers to live and sometimes I forget to just be honest with myself.

Someone may feel the same as I do, but to that person I say continue to be hopeful that the future will bring better days and more happiness than you know what to do with. I'm not a quitter, nor do I give up easily. Sometimes its good to be open so that you can be free and have piece of mind. But, whatever you do; never underestimate the place that you're  in, because life has a funny way of sneaking up on you. So, remember to love like there is no tomorrow and always believe that God has more in store for you, even in your waiting....

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International it is!!!!

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Who says Faith & Prayer doesn't work? Since the last time I checked in there has been so much going on, doors opening, opportunities coming up, and in the middle of it all here I am! I don't take anything for granted and last year this time when I wrote out my list of things to do this was on that list. Don't ever count out your dreams and goals; even if they seem like they are so far away. I'm so blessed and humbled even more and I just wanted to share this with you and also encourage you to continue to strive for what you believe in, even if you can't physically see it.

Ok, here it is..... As of 5/22/12 The First Day of The Rest of My Life: How my storms became my story went international!!!!! It is now available in Great Britain and Europe on http://www.amazon.co.uk/



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I am convinced that everything I have gone through, every heartache, every pain, all of the tears, every let down, the lies, the betrayal, and everything we may go through in life (because we do go through these things) is always worth it in the end. I've learned that everything God does in our lives is only a set up for something bigger than we could ever imagine. Yes, he has great things in store for you and you have to know that his plan for your life doesn't include failing you. I'm learning even those who meant it for my bad were just a tool for God to get the glory in the end.

I won't hold you guys long, but I had to share my testimony to let you all know that it doesn't matter what "They" say, God has the final ruling in the matter. Ephesians 3:20 says; Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, so let God, be God and know that He's still able. Continue to do more than exist, Live!!

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It's Over Now...

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I haven't been sleeping well for the past two days and normally when this happens I have to pay attention. For some reason God deals with me at weird times, but I know that everything he does; he does it in his own way. I've been so anxious about the blog that I actually for some reason have every topic I will discuss this week. This was something I never anticipated doing in my life, yet here I am and I couldn't be happier to share my experiences and good news. What I don't ever want to do is forget. We get so caught up in ourselves sometimes we forget that it was somebody bigger than you and I who has allowed us the ability to exist. We talk about the goodness of God, how He blesses us, and how we are thankful for everything He does for us; but do we truly take out the time to simply give God our best?

I'm inhaling deep breaths right now because I can be honest even if you won't and say that at times I know I don't. Wanting more of Him and wanting to experience a move unlike any other in my life is where I am now. So, I sit, I wait, and even if I don't hear a word I know that He hears me. I don't ask for riches or fame, but what I ask for is priceless and can't just be handed to me. How many of us take the initiative and take responsibility for ourselves and ask God what is it that we need to do. The answer is very few, because that would require us to step up and take ownership for our actions.

The best thing for us to do is be honest with ourselves. Yes, we make mistakes, yes we fall short; but admitting to it is what frees us and allows us to move forward. Our actions and decisions from that point on will dictate our growth. The encouragement I want to leave you all this morning is to never give up. You may not see the results of your praying or your works, but that does not mean He is not working it out. Delayed does not mean denied! Have a great Monday, do something different today, that will be the beginning of something new!

Charlene and I at book signing

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What if I'm the problem...

Hello my good friends! I pray that all of your weekends have been exciting. This is a new week, a start, and Monday is a new day! But, I wanted to touch on something that most of us won't admit and some of us are blind to. In our day to day struggles of trying to obtain what we consider happiness and being content with our lives and ourselves, at times we get lost in the midst of it all. Ever had times when it seemed as if everyone was against you and no one saw things your way? Have you ever been so hurt that you could only find the fault in others and not recognize that you may have been the problem all along. Well, to make you feel a little better and not feel as if you are the only one; I was that person once upon a time in my life. Do you see this face!

Yes me! I had the worst attitude and took all of my anger and frustrations that I had from another who had done me wrong and lashed out and hurt a lot of people in  my life.The saying goes; "The truth hurts" and what can be any truer than finding out things about yourself that you don't even like. I was miserable and because of that I didn't care about how  made others feel in the process. It took me being faced with having to look at myself and notice that i was doing more damage than good in my life. I found myself by myself and this was at a very young age. I hated what was done to me so everyone looked like "that person". So, how do we get back to a good place? The first thing in getting things that have gone a rye in your life back right is admitting that there is a problem. Now keep in mind yes there will be those who don't want to see you happy and as we call them "haters", but it won't be them in all cases. So, I had to recognize that I was my own worst enemy! It was like a knife in my stomach, but I had to face the facts. I had to reevaluate things and deal with ME! Since then I was able to move past so much and become a more happier person inside and out. If I could encourage anyone that is reading this and you don't know where to turn, ask God to fix it and even if he has to hide you while you are under construction; then so be it. God is love and if you love God allow him the time to get you to a better place. Continue to shine in the darkest places. You are loved, you are needed, and you do MATTER! Be blessed by being a blessing.

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You can't stop my flow......

Good Friday to you all!! I know, I know, it's late getting to you. But, never fear Heather is here to give you your weekend motivation! Ever wondered why so many people look at you when you have a dream or idea as if it is unobtainable, or that you won't be able to make it if you stepped out of the box and did something different? Well, I'm here to answer that very question and put your mind at ease. Dream Killers is what they are called i.e: Those who look for others to fail or wishes for one not to succeed in order to show themselves credible. In other words those that wish they were you and can't for the life of them figure out why it is you're as blessed as you are. Now keep in mind a dream killer can be your friend, an associate, classmate, or even your family (it happens to the best of us). Today I wanted to give you the motivation to notice one of these posers and what to do when you encounter them. #1. If someone you hold near and dear says to you; "I will believe it when I see it", that my friend is a dream killer. #2. If they find every reason in the book why you shouldn't step out on faith and take a chance on your dreams. #3. If they can't find the joy in you doing something no one else had the courage to do you might just have found your dream killer. I've learned in my new beginning that everyone won't be happy for you and everyone won't see what you see when it comes to your visions and goals. but, be mindful of those people and keep them at bay because it's sad to say you may soon have to separate yourself from those very people. When God elevates you, be it spiritual, financially, educationally, or any other way your entire atmosphere has to adjust to the shift! That means you may lose a friend, a loved one, a family member along the way, but in the end you will know that they were not built for your new season. It also helps you in the future to notice these things before hand and as my Bishop says; "When I see crazy I cross the street". It's ok to love those people from a distance, it's okay to still speak and show them love when you see them. But, don't let these people be the death of you because they don't believe in you! Every time you are elevated take some time to evaluate the people who are around you. If they are not moving in the same direction as you are or taking notice of what it is you have been blessed with and wanting to know what it is they can do to get there too. Control+Alt+Delete!! The saying is true; "Birds of a feather, flock together". Have a great weekend and remember: "Your past is your past, so after you have dropped it off and left it don't go back and pick it up! Your future is bright"!

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IT AIN'T OVER.......

Today has been nothing but BLESSED! Funny when you’re face with adversity God allows all of those things to work out for your good. I always wondered when I would go through things it’s so intense and now, I’m coming to recognize I’m just built for it! Giving up can’t be the option right now in my life and it shouldn’t be in yours either! Issues, circumstances, whatever your thorn is there is nothing impossible for God to show you just how much he loves you and wants nothing but the best for you. No matter what “they” say, he has the final say! Victory isn’t always easy, so after the fight look around just to see who’s still standing. Some people don’t think that miracles happen, but yes they are still being performed, the unthinkable is still being accomplished, the unheard is still being spoken, and the unseen is still visible; even if they don’t want to see it. Because, IT AIN'T OVER TILL GOD SAYS IT'S OVER.... bless you and continue to live your dreams out loud!!! Continue to fight, pray, fast, believe, press, progress, move, read, intercede, trust, try, travail, give, go, but most of all continue to LIVE!!! I’m overwhelmed because the enemy put up a good fight but I got some come back in me! It ain’t over… Bishop Hope I love you for continuing to breath Gods love into my life.

Maurette Brown Clark: It Ain't Over

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